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It is so amazing how things can turn upside down just when u don’t expect them to at all. What’s even more amazing is that for some reason the upside-down-turning tendency is negative. At one point there’s this harmony and happiness filling your stomach up… next thing you know, a single word knocks you off your feet…

I guess i'm just very tired. yesterday i was so "unworkable" at work that i was sent off home by my BOSS.. i was confusing and mixing things in translations (like tenses, future instead of past, or vica versa, singular instead of plural, could fail to notice a "not" in the sentence and thus distorting the entire meaning in the translation...)..

I think i have really low "fatigue threshold".. people have far more stressful lives than i do, but these small negative bits and pieces keep piling up and i get stressed. For one thing: my roommate and her boyfriend decided to finally move in together, but as both are quite penniless, they decided he moves in to our apartment... so it's three of us living together in a single room apartment now... cool ha?.. i hate coming home after work..

secondly, u know the usual: feelings, love, relationships and other blahblahblah not working out..

thirdly the photography course won't start until next monday (again postponed!!)...

eeh, blahblablah

i really feel like escaping somewhere!... dont know where to.. best would be a land of dreams where there are no worries and most importantly no thoughts. u just lie all day long in the sun on some sparkling river bank with ur eyes closed, listening to some sounds of music and feeling free... is that what paradize is like?